Browsing all posts in July, 2009.

Jul 28th
Tuesday

As I write this, thunder serenades me. I freaking love storms. It’s a bit of a constipated storm though. Random noise, a little drizzle then it stops to decide what it wants to do next. Kinda amusing.

But that’s enough about the weather down here in Nawlins. Let’s talk about something more interesting.

I have just found out that if you are viewing this in Internet Explorer the sidebar is missing. If you click on the DCS, or other pages you see it, but on the home page, nada. This leads me to conclude that internet explorer sucks my hairy ass. My blog looks as it should in Firefox and Google Chrome but IE it no likey. Until I find a solution you’re better off ditching Explorer and hooking up a better browser like Firefox anyway.

Anywho, moving on.

Book Two. Book Two is my boggle. I’m not quite sure why. I even know the solution to my problem I just haven’t done it with any consistency yet; sit down and write it. Just, write it. For some reason, I’m trying to outline it in my head. I’ve got the general premise down, a few scene ideas, but that’s about it. This is stressing me out. Allowing it to write itself is well, boggling me. Book One wrote itself. Thinking back, I don’t believe I had anymore than a very small idea where I wanted the story to go and I’m pretty sure it ended up branching off into its own fabulous creation regardless.

I’ll jump this hurtle eventually, I’m just in the mood to bitch about it, because it’s both frustrating and annoying. I’ve had writers block before, what writer doesn’t at some point. But this is almost like writer stuck. I’ve written the first book, got a few fabulous reviews and now I’m psyching myself out. Without question, Book 2 will be an even better piece of mastery than Book one is. Once I, yah know, get around to expanding the fifty or so pages I’ve got right now.

As a side note, when I do start delving deeper into Book Two I’ll be making little blog posts where I share with you some of the crazy research that I delve into. You’ll find it quite fascinating and entertaining I’m sure.

However, regardless of my boggle, it is still good to be DCS.

Wonderful mystical, esoteric, new agy, whatever word works for you, changes continue to surround my life. Transformation continues at a breakneck pace. Satisfied? Yes. That I’m where I’m supposed to be, but still going somewhere. My ambition, I don’t think, will ever waver, and phooey if it does. Then what the hell would I do? There will always be something to create, but I’m so much more experienced at enjoying the now instead of just dealing with it while I wait for the future.

I had a fabulous weekend with my family. My love for my siblings, grandparents, aunts, a few Buonomos, and the Bolognas knows no limits. They are sorely missed, with all their strange quirks, and eccentrics, and this weekend was a great reminder of it.

It was also an interesting thing to be in New Jersey. I have come to the conclusion that it was wise for me to leave the energy there. I found it extremely difficult to contain negative thinking. I’m very conscious of my thoughts and where they go, and I found the negative ones in random moments creeping up with great force. It was quite a curious thing as I don’t have that problem at home. Not to say that I don’t still have the occasional battle with negative thinking. That’s just par for course. It was the frequency and strength of it while in The Suck as I call Jersey that had me scratching my head. Ah well, that’s just my observation. I’ll be back there not that this weekend, but the next to go a dear friends wedding.

Romance looms on the horizon. I find it interesting that while I’ve held in my mind’s eye that I would very much enjoy a partner now that the potential exists for me to explore that possibility I almost hesitate. The mind looms with questions about my space, my quiet time, the weight of commitments of spending time together and blah blah blah. Kinda makes me giggle as I realize how much fun I’ve been having with just myself. I’ll work through this as well, I simply must explore this potential, my spirit demands the wonderful energy of romance, it’s been a good while since I’ve had that. Whatever comes of this, I will simply enjoy it for whatever it is, or turns out to be. Balance in all things of course.

Let’s talk about Book One. I’m so excited that in the upcoming weeks I’m going to be joining forces with a marketing expert and putting together a media release campaign. I think it’s about time myself, and my work got the attention they deserve :D And with the eclipses clearing out, and opening things, with consciousness expanding and eyes opening, it’s a ripe time for the knowledge plainly hidden in the entertaining words of Synarchy to be thrust in front of the public.

I will also be doing Book Reviews on TalkShowOnTheWeb. That’s an upcoming project. You’ll also get to hear an interview on The Authors Show in a few weeks. It’s all good news as I explore the waters of intent and creation. I’m telling you, this stuff works. But, don’t take my word for it. Try it yourself. It’s a perfect time.

Full Moon eclipse August 5th. Just an FYI. Nurture yourself this week. Love yourself especially well this week. Early to bed, late to rise. Take lots of time for meditation, and stillness and asserting what YOU want. It’s all about you, no trust me, it is. And that’s not selfish. It’s time for everyone to take responsibility for the creation of their own lives. Help em along by saying, “Newp. I’m married to me. Invites to the ceremony will follow shortly.”

A new podcast of the book chapter is up btw. If you’ve been following The Synarchy Series awesome, if you haven’t well, there’s no time like now. Hook it up. And gimmie some feedback on those would yah? :)

That’s all I have for you this blog post. I think it was enough. Until next time.

Namaste & Espavo

DCS

Jul 21st
Tuesday

Cosmic reboot time! :)

I think I’ve said it before, but I’ll reiterate that I’m really loving as I delve into studies of Astrology how it links up with everything I’ve been screaming about the power of you, creation, and countdown 2012. This eclipse is just another another lesson in creation, another step to raise our vibration and all in preparation for the veil to be fully pulled back three years from now. We’ve got our work cut out for us, but its such an exciting time!!

So! At 10:30 PM this evening, there will be a Total Solar Eclipse, the longest in a minute. I’m by turns briefly saddened, amused, and annoyed that the two articles that popped up on Yahoo News are not about the awesome creation energies that are exposing themselves to you, (and probably rocking your world a little bit) but instead have reverted to that fear based doomsday bullshit.

I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised, but I remain hopeful that one day I’ll see instead Solar Eclipse Creates Gateway to Amazing Creation Potentials. Maybe I’ll go write an article on it later. I’ll stick that on my to do list. But lets talk about these amazing creative potentials that are streaking through us.

The Solar Eclipse/New Moon arrival is about rebooting. Its about identifying what we want, not what we don’t want. It’s a time to let go of things that no longer serve us. We’re going to have to step our of comfort zones, release those old nurturing habits, partnerships, places, things that we needed yesterday. Its about glancing at our now, and our future and deciding where we want to be. This is not a small thing. Watch your thoughts. You have the power, right at your fingertips to move your future in any direction you want it to go.

Lightworkers its imperative we release the fear. You’re in charge. You’re driving. Your life is not affected by outside forces as much as its affected by you. Astrologers will tell you, this New Moon/Solar Eclipse is hella charged. These are not wimpy energies. Take a moment of stillness and I bet you’ll feel them. Instead of riding the current unaware, grab that shit, and lets get down to the business of allowing our higher selves create and play!

Ask yourself, is your fear serving you in any way? What do you have to loose by letting it go? More importantly what do you have to gain by envisioning yourself in a new and more powerful light? If you could grab onto your dreams, the ones that light up your soul, make you smile and fill you with endless love and energy well, why not do that?

What are you thinking of? Hmm?

C’mon aren’t you excited? For the first freaking time ever, we are proving that you can create in body. That you can draw down your consciousnesses that we can hold all that loving, pulsing energy and be cooler than Harry Potter when we want too.

Keep the faith. Keep the trust. Keep the love. Release the fear. Don’t hang onto things that are uncomfortable, you know what they are. Its okay to let them go now, and let them go without judgment. Its okay to have that wtf epiphany but don’t be hard on yourself. You’re exactly where you’re suppose to be, then and now. You needed it, whatever it was, its served its purpose. But now instead of trying to squeeze it back into your life, let that shit go. How else can we allow newer and funner things to come into our reality?

For me this eclipse is lighting up the runway exactly where I want to land. I consulted astrologer Dorothy (Anona) Morgan. The eclipse falls on 29 Cancer and I wanted to know where that fell in my chart. I also wanted to know if where I had been taking myself, kinda just following the internal nudges, was in line with where my chart was lighting up.

And yes, yes it is. Go me. :)

For me the focus is on partnerships. I cannot push my writing alone, and I may have begun to forge one one important partnership just this morning, coincidentally. It is amusing to me that when were setting up appointment times, today was the agreed upon day. I got a free one hour consultation on my marketing strategy, and said expert is putting together a little report for me which will take the tools I’ve been using and put them into a solid action plan. This has the potential to be a very sweet setup as one looks further down my chart and see’s that towards September/October the focus shifts towards publishing, and its not a minor thing but a huge thing, that is going to go on for a while. I’m in the middle of a big life change that will redefine me. And man, sometimes I thought it would never get here.

For me, its all about turning my writing into something sustainable, spreading it as far as it will go and changing my readers perspectives for the better while entertaining with a great story.

Once again, it is good to be Crystal Storm. It’s good to be you too. See you on the flip side, Co-Creators

Espavo,

DCS

Here are a few links for good reading -

The Cosmic Path

www.naturalritescharms.com – scroll down to watch the video / read the good shit.

This eclipse is just another another lesson in creation, another step to raise our vibration and all in preparation for the veil to be fully pulled back three years from now.
Jul 11th
Saturday

Show your support! :D

I have entered the Synarchy Trailer in The New Covey Trailer Awards for most intriguing trailer. Voting begins from now until June 24th. Head on over to the site, and vote for us!

Jul 8th
Wednesday

Re-posted with permission. Some great information I think that people need to be reminded of. Fear not, it’s all good (even when it sucks and is uncomfortable).

Plunging to the Heart of Earth Life

Barbara Lindsay, “Flame On!”. IP Altar 2009
Putney, Vermont: July 2009

In the last few weeks our College of Visionaries & Wizards finished its first year of TeleClasses with a special three-part Cosmic Weather Report by Ellias Lonsdale.

In three two-hour phone classes, Ellias called the moment. He pinpointed the underlying nature of the current time, and gave a detailed description of how our time fits into the coming transformation of 2012. Some readers are new to the concept of 2012, others are saturated with bumping into this topic everywhere they turn.
But no one has gotten to the core of the matter like Ellias did in the last few weeks.

The classes are called Ignition Point because Ellias sees our current time as the key ignition point of the whole 2012 transformation. Now that the series is over, the recordings can be purchased from my website. I can’t recommend these enough-it’s become our most popular recordings series. For those of you who have a fuzzy understanding of 2012, or are burned out on hearing surface talk about it, these recordings, which are easily downloaded onto your computer, will give you insight and inspiration to meet the coming challenges. I have been so energized by the class experience that I’m devoting this entire Cosmic Weather Report to reprinting a tiny introductory portion of the class transcripts.

2012: Ignition Point Transcript
Ellias: Because of this triple conjunction of three planets, we are being given a rare opportunity right now to plunge into the heart of earth life as never before. Jupiter, Neptune, and Chiron/Alpha-Omega have converged in the constellation of the Water-Bearer, the three most supportive planets synchronizing with each other.
Most supportive for getting inside of things, seeing and feeling them as they really are, and taking them up in an evolutionary step, a move, a ritual gesture, which is now activated.

The human soul of contemporary time is split between a world above and a world below.

In the world above, these things I’m telling you are felt, are seen, are known. The part of you who lives in worlds beyond, and who lightly touches in with this world, knows these things, has seen these things, has been shown all of it. And this part of us is seeing it and knowing it stronger than ever now.

There’s also a part of us who lives in the world below. And usually, the one who lives in the world below is not able to rise to that same consciousness; the knowing-knower, the knower who knows that they know, but instead tends to karmically generate a denser world, a more customary, ordinary world where they pretend to themselves and others that they don’t fully know what they know, and that they’re having to play out all of the stuff of the world.

Therese Jornlin’s IP Ritual Altar
The difference in the current configuration of planets is that this particular sequence, that perpetual gap between the one who knows that they know and the one who pretends that they don’t, that gap is being bridged. We are going to be developing in the next years a mediating self. An awareness self, who can navigate and circulate, moving ever more fluently back and forth between the cosmic and earthly worlds.

As that bridging happens, as that navigational fluency develops, we will be able to sense simultaneously that somebody in us is wise, aware, awake, in tune. And that somebody in us is somehow still lost. And the further we’re able to sense and know and be with that, the more the one who’s lost will find themselves, and the one who is navigating from a greater cosmic reality will be able to embody through the one who thought they were just a little self caught in the world.

Jupiter is a precision instrument specialist, developing a form of consciousness that has not been happening on the planet previously. You can see it in the eyes of children who are coming through. They see something, they know something, they’re on a track right from the get-go. Each one of us, child or not, at whatever stage of existence, is now being granted a Jupiterian gift, a treasure of being able to see our way forward in a clear arc, a direct transmission from source to destination.

This is going to have profound results in the world.

The degree of the zodiac where Jupiter, Neptune, and Alpha-Omega came together is 27 Aquarius. The Chandra symbol of that degree is “A man laying stones for a path.”In this degree you’re given a fine-tuned instruction manual to find your way forward even when you don’t know how. Even when you don’t know who. Even when you don’t know much of anything. Somehow the steps are given to you, laid out stone by stone, brick by brick.

IP Ritual Altar by Jennifer Star
We’re getting updated. We’re getting fine-tuned. We’re getting brought alive. We’re getting brought forward, brought through, consciously-wakefully. And it will take years for this to fully register and integrate. But it is already happening, and it is a tremendous advance.

Meanwhile, on the surface of things out there in the world, there’s a tremendous destabilizing energy at work. We’re being pushed right out of the past but into no place yet. There’s an anxiety, apprehension, a millennial fever of subliminally sensing that something big is happening, but what is it? and can we go with it? and what is it really asking of us?

IP Tarot Spread, from She Dreams Us Awake Student

So of course everybody’s freaked out. Of course everybody’s destabilized. Of course they’re being pushed out of the past. Every world that they’ve been in that’s not in this fresh, alive way of being is rapidly becoming an empty husk. It would have to. What would you expect? Do you really expect people not to suffer? Do you really want people to go through this super smoothly in some kind of New Age magic carpet ride? Do you really believe that’s the way it’s supposed to happen?

No I don’t.

So I start to tune in a little bit deeper and I find that this tragic historical consciousness, which the US took on from Europe is still with us, still functioning, and is dominant on the mental levels. Yet it’s important to say that this tragic historical consciousness always looks at life in the rearview mirror.

And what we see when we look at life in the rearview mirror is “It didn’t work out. It didn’t work out every previous time. It didn’t work out when the greatest changes occurred in our planet. People didn’t know how to deal with it.” And here we have the most dysfunctional humanity in the history of the world-how can it work out now?

That’s what the despairing mental voice of the collective says.

Marcella’s IP Fire Offering
It says that with a bite, with a sting, with a venom to it, a self-stinging
venom. It’s a corrosive, critical, cynical voice. And it has a lot backing it up. Because it’s true-we have had a very hard time in previous cycles, being able to take hold of this kind of edge and take it forward with us.
So what’s different this time?

Everything.

This time humanity is so at the bottom of the barrel that it’s really hard for people to keep hyping themselves on the old program. This time we’ve been preparing for this exact moment since, certainly the 1960s, and, on an underground level, for a long time before that. Even when the mind of man is clueless, a deeper part of humanity is waking up to the tremendous possibility being offered, and knows exactly what to do.

And what I most find these days is that we’re getting it despite ourselves. We’re getting it in dosages which couldn’t have previously been possible. What are we getting? We’re getting what we’re doing here.

Mary Webb’s IP Altar
We’re getting that destiny is coming on strong. That we won’t be perpetuating the old. That something very different is in the works, that it’s extremely close now, and that we’re each part of it. We’re getting that if we join forces with it, it will be there. It is there. The cosmic quickening action is there. Something is coming toward us, out of the future, that is so liberating, so enlivening, so marvelous, that, despite our tragic European rearview mirror consciousness, we cannot deny
or refuse it….

Who are you really? What are you here to do? How much longer are you going to wait?

Mark Borax

Soul Level Astrologer

Please share this information as far as possible. Anyone wishing to sign up, please do so through my website: www.markborax.com

Jul 7th
Tuesday

Not one, not two, but three eclipses are arriving to shake things up. If your world has been going through some weird ass changes, now you know why. Get ready, its not going away anytime soon.

The first occurred this morning. I woke up an hour before it, then again as it was passing, and let me tell you the veil between one dimension and the next was incredibly thin. Sensing the other side has always filled me with a great deal of fear. I felt it yesterday when I was doing my meditations, and are gradually working through it. I felt it this morning when I woke suddenly, acknowledged their presence, and then immediately put my thought process where I wanted it.

Astrology, ascension, energy it’s all linked up. Astrology I am finding is a fabulous tool for taking advantage of peak moments, and for navigating through some of the trying times as we all participation in this grand experiment called Ascension (and we need to move a little deeper than the horoscopes you read in the paper. You might wanna be a little more specific :) )

As the Summer Solstice hit, I slept. I was suddenly exhausted. I slept a lot again yesterday. For me, I’m recharging. Something bigger is on the horizon, and I’m going to need all my energy for it.

What I love about these journeys is that while you can get a brief summary of whats going on, everyone’s experience is going to be different. No one experiences the world the way you do, and yet we are all so infinitely connected its mind blowing. Everything is a mirror now, a reflection. Now is a fabulous, perfect time to start being what you wish to reflect back into the world, to manifest exactly what you want. Slow down. You may wish to run through this period screaming because the energies are intense and uncomfortable at times.

Don’t run. Walk. Pay attention. Deal with it. You can. Slow down. Relax. Meditate, ground yourself, and open up your crown in the same inhalation. It’s time to threaten the hell out of your comfort zone to move you into the next grand phase. It’s time to find those blocks you’ve been ignoring, and bust them wide open. Stop lying to yourself. Stop pointing fingers. Take complete and utter responsibility for everything that is you, and now create what you want. Don’t think about what you don’t want, find that moment of stillness and think about what you do what. Shush the ego; do not let it interfere with your creation time. And creation time it is.

What I also particularly love about this time on Earth is the return of the feminine, the Goddess. Her presence makes it easy to connect through your heart, and that’s what it’s all about. Ladies, Goddesses, be silent no more. Speak your truth, no matter what it may be. Speak it from your heart; let it flow through your throat. Men the return of the feminine applies to you too. Balance is required. Find the inner strength to not be threatened by the power of your women, and embrace those energies yourself. We all need to start speaking through our heart, to learn that both mind and emotion can balance each other.

I’ve been feeling my inner goddess a lot more as the days go by. This does not necessarily equate to being “girlie”. I resonate more with Shekinah the Judaic feminine aspect which is, (and I’m stealing this description from a fabulous book called The Great Shift which you should get if it resonates with you) “…an expression of the primal feminine power of transformation. She cuts through obstacles and impediments. She shakes things up and she extends the feminine balance – although it is a fiery aspect not a gentle, soft presence. The Shekinah is raw, fiery and full of trembling power.”

There is such raw, powerful energy in the air today I’m nearly orgasmic with it, and at the same time its so intense its not entirely comfortable either. Fabulous. What I have also noticed is that while it affects everyone you really have to pay attention to understand that it’s affecting you. It’s all about being conscious right now and creating.  Take this energy and use it the way you want too, don’t let it carry you where ever it’s going. Or do, no matter the journey is your own. The point is that the energy is there, waiting for you to assume you God/Goddess like status and manifest what you will, through your heart, through your greatest intentions.

I’m going to have a ridiculously productive day. Time to get my Goddess on. For some really great information about this eclipse and the next two that will arrive very very soon, and continue to shake things up I recommend a visit to astrologer Stephanie Azaria, she’s the bomb.

You know I honor, and deeply love the light in you. But today I’d prefer you took your power back, and that’s – Espavo. :)