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Author of Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening, DCS, will appear live on Blog Talk Radio Station, The Greatest Talk Show, produced by Big Bag Studios, Sunday, November 29^th at 8 PM MTN.

[November 2009, New Orleans] It’s been a busy month for sci-fi thriller author DCS, and her debut novel Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening.  Fans have called Synarchy, “The Godfather meets Stargate.” Host of Infinite Waters, Ralph Okrafo-Smart called DCS, “The next J.K. Rowling.” All month she has appeared on various radio stations such as The Authors Show, Artists and Ascension Radio, and recently, Infinite Waters Blog Talk Radio. This Sunday she’ll sit down with Hosts Tony and James, creators of Big Bag Studio’s and their radio show, The Greatest Talk Show.

Described as edgy and provocative, The Greatest Talk show is right up DCS’s alley. For an hour on Sunday, November 29^th, 2009 she’ll be discussing in detail some of the most controversial subjects of our times in a no holds barred setting.

“I’m excited,” said author DCS, “I wrote Synarchy to help get these topics out in front of people, to offer a new perspective, and make people question their reality. It’s not just all crazy conspiracy theories, there are some compelling arguments for some of these topics, and with the world sitting at a crossroads we can’t keep ignoring them.”

Those topics include the 2012 Phenomena, a subject that more often than not is associated with doomsday and Armageddon, as portrayed by popular films such as the newly released 2012. But author DCS has put an entirely different spin on 2012 and the world as we see it.  Book Publicity and Marketing Expert Don McCauley, in a previous press release has written that, Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening, “combines 2012, conspiracy theory, the metaphysical, The Godfather and Stargate in a manner that may set a new standard for artists who hope to create entirely new genres.”

To listen live to the interview visit, http://www.blogtalkradio.com/greatesttalkshow. Listeners will have the opportunity to call in and ask questions over the course of the show.

DCS has appeared on Freedom Fighter Radio, and Artists and Ascension Radio, and Infinite Waters Blog Talk Radio station. Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening is available at Amazon.com and at the author’s website. DCS is available for interview and can be reached using the information below.

Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening
DCS
SVT Publishing
ISBN-10: 0615196756
ISBN-13: 978-0615196756

Profile:
DCS was born in Alexandria Virginia. She graduated high school in Huntersville, NC and attended the University of North Carolina at Charlotte intent on earning a degree in Political Science and becoming a lawyer. She instead eventually turned to writing.

She spent time in the corporate world in records management, and briefly considered the possibility of making a living converting corporate paper into searchable tiffs. She then realized that the telling of well researched stories was her first, true love. Synarchy is her first novel and was named a finalist in the 2008 Best Book Awards sponsored by USA Book News. Five more novels are scheduled for release, with the second Synarchy Book 2: The Ascension due out December 21st, 2009.

Contact DCS: dcstorm@svtpublishing.com

Telephone: 973-856-1343

Website: http://www.themindofdcs.com

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I’ve been madly writing book two. I’ve put myself on quite the deadline! And as promised, I’m going to share with you a few scenes that I wrote this weekend. I’m sharing this in their rawest form. These scenes have had very, very little editing. Right now it’s just my mind and this keyboard, working together to create the next chapter in  this saga.

All work is intellectual property and copyrighted and yadda yadda yadda. Enjoy and as always your feedback is welcome.

Vasco watched the interaction between his sister and Caleb. Behind the natural veil of steel that hide his emotions, fond amusement lived. They would have been good for each other this lifetime too. He’d allow them a small taste of that soon, but not yet.

Inside the house, Tony DeMarco was waiting. When they triplets filled in, hugs were given and introductions were made.

“You DeMarcos are pretty slick, staying so close on the inside all these years,” Lucien said as he took a seat at the dinning room table.

“Bet your ass we are. You Terenzio’s aren’t the only one’s who can hustle people,” Tony said, turnig his laptop around to face them.

“Your house?” Simone asked idly, admiring the huge china cabinet that dominated one wall of the small dinning room. Across from it was a row of bay windows. The entire house had a very elegant, old feel to it, as if nothing much had been changed of its decades of existance.

“No. It was actually owned by the grandmother of a famous writer. When I need a really obscure spot for something, she lets me use it.”

“What have you got for us, Tony?” Vasco asked, pulling out one of the high backed chairs and lowering himself down into it.

“A lot and not a lot of time. But first, I think a li’ll history lesson would be pretty prudent. I doubt even you were told this much by the Anunnaki when you were working with them in your last lifetime, Vasco.” Tony looked at the eldest.

Vasco shook his head. “As far as their history on this planet, no, they didn’t tell me much. But, I didn’t particularly care at the time either.”

“Figures. All right, look, way back in the day….”

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E.Den Medical Facility

<location>

<date/time>

The floors glowed underneath the heavy weight of his steps. His wings were tucked in against his back, but easily visible over the golden colored robe that covered tough, leather like skin. His hands, more claws, though the razor sharp points did not extend unless in battle, were folded in front of him. He passed through the lab door instead of opening it. His movement caused what appeared to be solid steel to ripple like water.

The entire complex was a flurry of activity, but in this lab the organized chaos ceased. The lights were bright but not obtrusive on their sensitive eyes. Stainless steel surfaces gleamed. Pyramid shaped crystals sat on each table, along with rows of test tubes. At the longest table in the center of the room, another of his kind stood in front of an LCD screen, a long green finger sliding with expert familiarity over the touch screen buttons.

“Noah is on the way,” Lucifer said to Enil.

Noah was their most trusted, most loyal, and most intelligent creation out of the thousands. A short time ago, the explosion of the planet Atlantis had knocked their home, Nibiru, into a much longer orbital path. The debris left over from Atlantis’s explosion, now a long belt of asteriods, had destroyed three of their ships. Because of their newly extended oval orbital path around the sun, they needed more gold to sustain life on their planet. The great ship <name it>, had been dispatch to find a planet nearby that could provide plenty of the natural resource that was lacking on their home. They had found it.

The Anunnaki called it Terra. When they had landed, they had discovered the planet mostly uninhabited, expect for a very primitive version of what they had named, Man. The Supreme Council had decided that they would task their geneticists with turning Man into a capable worker who could mine the gold for them.

It had worked. They created them by the thousands, and after the initial bugs were worked out, gave them their own ability to reproduce. While the more war like and dictorial members of their race had taken control of the planets activities, the Anunnaki geneticists had been fascinated by the many life forms on the planet. They had dabbled and created many, many others. The varied races of Man, some giants as tall as the Anunnaki, others dark skinned, were all in the test tubes that surrounded Enil.

But they were all given limitations in their knowledge. It was important to the ruling class of the Anunnaki that the many slaves never realize that they too had the capacity to be like what they had come to call their Gods.

Enil turned and nodded at Lucifier. “You are sure there is a greater plan at work here?”

“Yes. I have felt it in my own connection with the Source, and the other members of the Galatic Federation agree. When the flood waters clear away what we have broken, Terra will be known as Earth and the experiment to bring spirit down into form with all the powers of creation will begin again.”

“They Atlanteans carried power far greater than ours, and look at them. They are gone, a small forgotten race scattered across the sands of Mars.” Enil frowned in concern.

“It is suspected some on are Terra as well, but no matter. Limitations are being set forth for the new souls that will inhabit the vessels we have created. For example, upon arrival into physicality they will forget from whence they came.”

Enil arched a brow. “That will be painful.”

“Yes. But necessary until the energy of the planet is high enough that creation can come at will,” Lucifer said. “We will play the roles of villains for a time.”

Enil frowned. “My family are villains.”

“No.” Lucifer stepped forward. “Simply mis-guided. They will come to understand too, but for now their control over what they call the Royal Race will help ensure that humans do not ascend until they are ready.”

“I hope you are right. No life should be treated as we treated them.” Enil opened a large chest, and test tubes began floating over to it, taking secure places inside.

“I trust that the great universal intelligence speaks through us all when we can listen. And if that is the plan, then it is a good plan.” Amusement flashed through his reptilian eyes. “I have volunteered to play the role of villain too. I will become the most hated of all things in a a religion that will come into form over the span of Terra centuries. The Prince of Darkness.” His tone was humorous.

Enil blinked. “Your very name means light, how can they believe it?”

“It is not hard to convince anyone of a lie when they live their lives half asleep.”

“What will they call this strange religion?”

Lucifer looked amused. “It, like I, will take upon many names as Terra time passes.” He patted him on the shoulder then turned. “I will see you back on Nibiru for a time, and then I will depart form and watch over as spirit.”

“I will miss our conversations Lucifier.”

“So will I. We will have them again, when this grand experiment is done.”

“I will look forward to it. May I call upon you in my times of questions?”

“As always brother.” Lucifer lifted his claw, waving it and made the door slide open this time. A young man stood in front of him, pale and dirty from his work within the mines. He clasped his hands together and bowed low to Lucifer when he saw him.

“Grand Master Magi.” Noah whispered reverently.

Lucifer eyes were kind as he ruffled his dirty hair and continued on his way.

Enil turned as Noah appeared and motioned him closer. “My best student. I am going to task you with a burden that is far greater than any labour, or strike of the whip. But I trust no other to do it.”

Once more the young human bowed. “What would you ask of me, great God?”

Enil sighed at the term. All were Gods in a sense, because all came from the Source. All had the ability to do such amazing things. The power of creation was given a birth, it must simply be learned how to use. “A great flood is coming and it will kill many of your kind. Your family will be spared. I have built you a great ship that will sustain you. And within that ship you must guard these.” He motioned at the chest at the test tubes contained within. “When the waters recede, you will receive a sign. Then, you will follow my instruction to the letter, and spread these different life forms across the whole of your planet. Do you understand?”

Noah slowly nodded. “I will do you ask.”

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Alexandria VA

Old House

<date/time>

“Time the fuck out. You meant to tell me, I’ve been created by some alien race?” Lucien stared at Tony.

A smirk cornered Tonys lips. “Would you rather believe you came from a monkey?”

Vasco clucked his tongue. “He has a point. Fine. But if Enkil’s brother believed that the flood was to wipe out humans entirely, how did Enil get away with it?”

“Anu, their father was a little smarter and more in touch with the Source than anyone gave him credit for. Certain things were kept from the Anunnaki Supreme Council. When the Anunnaki returned to Earth, a few thousand Earth years had passed and Civilizations were flourishing. Instead of trying to wipe them all out again, they agreed to start interfering.”

“And the thirteen bloodlines were created from – “ Simone asked.

Tony glanced over at her. “There were thirteen human civilizations alive on the Earth when the Anunnaki came back. They visited each one, took the leaders from each and pretty much demanded obedience or threatened extinction. This is why what mythology calls the Titans, really tall motherfuckers don’t exist anymore, but every now and then we’ll find their remains. They basically told the Anunnaki to go fuck themselves.”

“Good for them,” Lucien said.

“I have a hard time wrapping my mind around Lucifer being this benevolent alien.” Simone’s lips twisted wrly.

Tony chuckled. “Yeah, I know. But look the worship of Lucifer is a lot different than the worship of Satan. But it’s all a PR scam, to help people not believe in conspiracy theories. You inter change the two, Satanism, Lucifer, like they tried to do with creationism versus intelligent design. They’re two different things. All masons become Illuminati and worship Lucifierian ideals. Kinda ironic when you get the full story. And the heart of that lesson is all about the metaphysical shit about the power of consciousness. “

“No wonder they’ve stayed in power so long. They’re the only ones around controlling reality,” Lucien mused, scratching his cheek. “What a scam.”

“Yeah it is.” Tony agreed. “And we’re about to bust it wide open.”

“How do you want use to handle this?” Vasco asked.

“There’s a lot of shit to do, and not a lot of time.” Tony unrolled a map. “In <x time> about half the worlds population are going to put in concentration camps.”

The triplets blinked. Even Caleb looked surprised.

“We need your men ready to break people out when the time comes. Also, both the Club of Rome and Bohemian Grove usually have their annual party over the summer, this year because of the energies they’re going to wait.”

“Pushed back to December 21^st, 2012, right?”

“Exactly. A great day to celebrate what they think will be their victory. Alex and I have our people ready to do take care of the one in Rome, that will remove six ruling families from form on Earth. We need you all to not only do the one here, but make sure that big Magnetic thing doesn’t activate.”

Lucien whistled low. “Goddam.”

Vasco rubbed a hand over his jaw. “How are you and Alex able to operate under the radar like this?”

“One, we’ve got help from Enil and Lucifer. And two, the Sirians and Pledians are helping out too.”

“More Aliens up in their spaceships huh?” Lucien shook his head amusedly.

“If you want to be ignorant and call it that.”

Lucien quirked a brow at Tony. “What the fuck would I call it then?”

“And inter-dimensional traveling vessel. And they’re not aliens – “

“Can we stop with the pronoun wars please?” Simone eyed the two of them.

Caleb hid a chuckle behind his hand and a forced cough.

“What? We’re already the fucking red necks of the galaxy. I’m just trying to educate him,” Tony said.

Lucien rubbed his middle finger across his cheek, but it was directed right at Tony.

Vasco looked down at the map Tony had spread out. On it, he’d marked the locations of all the concentration camps built and ready to go in the U.S. A slow smile touched his lips. “Goddam I’m good.”

Simone smirked at her brother, then glanced down at the map. After a moment she started laughing lightly. “Wow. Its no coincidence that we have SVT Office’s within a twenty to thirty mile radius of these camps, is it?”

“Do you ever stop plotting or do you do that in your sleep too?” Lucien asked curiously.

Vasco simply winked at his brother. “All right Tony. We’ll handle our end.” He flicked the gray eyes over to his siblings. “Lucien, you’ve got the explosion of the big magnetic thing. Simone, concentration camps and underground bases attached to them. I’ll take care of Bohemian Grove.”

“Why does it sound like he’s got the easy job?” Lucien pulled a pack of smokes out of his suit jacket pocket.

“Because he does.” Simone reached over and stole the one he shook out.

“Nobody can fail. Any point breaks down, the Ascenion has a real good chance of not occuring, even if your scientist do get to the Cave of Creation in time.”

“What exactly is the cave of creation?” Simone asked, leaning into the light Lucien gave her.

“Nobody knows. Well, somebody knows, but they’re not telling us,” Tony said as he transferred the information they information they would need from his computer and onto the USB drive. When the file transfer was complete he handed it to Simone. “Here. Last thing you should know, Caear Medicci, Kayla’s boyfriend –“

“She reports to him and he reports to you.” Vasco finished for him.

Tony nodded, looking at Vasco. “You’ll find this last phase of the game is just full of reincarnated souls. He’s one of them.”

“When you’ve got unfinished business, you’ve got unfinished business.” Lucien rose to his feet.

“I’m going to Denver now to give him new instructions. Originally, he was coming back to the Island to have Kayla kill you three. Enil has stopped that order.”

“Does Enil’s brother know he’s stopped that order?” Vasco asked.

Tony shook his head. “Everybodies playing a pretty dangerous game at this point. But a necessary one.” Tony extended his hand. “We probably won’t meet again. Anything that comes from Alex and I now will get routed to you all through Xavier.”

Simone took his hand first and leaned in to kiss his cheek. “Thank you Tony.”

“It’s what I do sweetheart.” Tony returned her kiss, and then hugged both Lucien, and Vasco.

Minutes later the triplets were back inside the SUV and Caleb was taking them to the private airfield.

“I like how we’re not only saving the world, but attempting not to get murdered by our own family before we can pull it off.” Lucien mused, staring out the window. “It really pisses me off that Amadeo and Olivia are on the wrong side.

“Do you know how they got there?” Simone looked over at him.

Lucien was silent a moment, then he sighed. “Yeah, I do.”

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Every Tuesday I podcast a chapter from the novel, Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening. Have you listened to the latest episode? If not, don’t worry you can get all caught up at http://dcs.podOmatic.comEvery Tuesday I podcast a chapter from the novel, Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening. Have you listened to the latest episode? If not, don’t worry you can get all caught up at http://dcs.podOmatic.com

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I’m sure people wonder why I get so up in arms about people letting go of fear, and having a positive mindset for 2012. Hell, having a positive mindset today. The answer is simple and I go into this, in fact I devote a whole entertaining chapter to this in my book Synarchy; it’s because we are not spectators of our reality, we are creators of it. We know something is going to happen in 2012. We don’t know what, and it’s because we are creating what. That is why it is so important that we start paying close attention to what is in our heads, and more importantly what is in our hearts.

I’m going to share with you some video clips from researcher Gregg Braden. They are easy to understand, follow, and thought provoking. Of course it is my intent that this will lead you onto your own quest and further studies into the power of you. You. This all about you. The world is our mirror. In fact, earths magnetic field not only affects us, but we affect it. I plan to devote a lot of research into this and you’ll see it in Synarchy Book 2. I have often wondered, how in 2012 the veil will be so radically shifted. What will allow people to awaken on a global scale or at least start the click. I do not believe it will be some fire and doom, cataclysmic, judgment day event. I believe that because of the pole shift, and galactic alignment there will be a very scientific and magical reason that assists the rest of the worlds population to go, whoa.

There have been countless studies and I reference one of these in Synarchy, where the power of group meditation has had a measurable effect on real world results, like lowering crime rates, or peace. In December of 1988 the Journal of Conflict Resolution posted a study of how a group of people were sent to the Middle East and trained to feel the heart based emotion of peace. Not think it, but feel it (be the change you want to see reflected in the world). It worked, for the brief time they were there. In the Middle East of all places!

It doesn’t take the majority to save the world, but the more the better. In fact the power of us, of our hearts and emotions of peace, love, gratitude, are so strong that 1% of the square root of a population can affect reality. There are 6 billion people on the planet, if a mere 8 thousand constantly, consistently held the emotion of peace in their hearts the world would change. And rest assured my friends that this process is already beginning to take hold. But that just goes to show how important you are. We need you. We need each other. To change the world. It is not impossible, so far from it.

The first video I want to share is Greg Braden speaking on consciousness and creation. It’s what I think a very practical explanation of the magic and power of you. Take another ten minutes out of your day and watch it.

Good stuff right? I know. There’s more. The first four minutes of the next video talk about the evidence of why this moment in history is so important for us from the scientific arena that can be proven, to the spiritual that must be felt. Take a peek.

This next two segments talk about how powerful you are. Not someone else, not church, or a doctor, or a president or government. You.

I know its all exciting, fascinating stuff. You’re excited about your world now aren’t you. Good you should be! I have added a few more links to the blog roll, all discussed in the video’s you just watched.

The Global Coherence Initiative
Global Consciousness Project
The Institute of HeartMath

Check them out. Much love to you all.

Espavo,
DCS

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All these fucking doomsday spreading people are starting to grate on my nerves and I say that with a lot of love, promise. However, all these logical, mundane clinging mooks who think us spiritualists are all gullible is making me twitch too. It’s one of those, love the sinner hate the sin type things.

I want to be one of many voices of reason. But the problem with coming up with evidence to support the spiritual is simple; I can’t show you what you don’t believe it. I can’t make you feel the energy you don’t think you can control. If you don’t believe in it, you’re not going to see it, period. And why would you? Where, all you logic minded people, is the logical thinking otherwise?

If you’re not willing to take spirituality for a test drive, then anything I say here is mumbo jumbo and until you are ready, you should move along or go buy my book and simply be entertained by my super bombastic story telling skills . However, for those of you at least willing to entertain the idea, to listen to the debate and do the researching hear me when I say, you can connect. Buddah, the mystics were right. It’s there. And this is coming from someone who has not had many awe inspiring mystical experiences but I have had a few little ones, enough to know that it’s not crap. Hundreds upon hundreds upon thousands have done it. So, get silent, and go within and ask yourself, not anyone else, YOU what will happen in 2012. Then please come back here and let me know what you hear. Because I bet when you get to that point of connection, and silenced the fear based ego it’s not Armageddon. It’s Apocalypse.

And goddamit Apocalypse means lifting the veil. Apocalypse means lifting the veil. And it’s already happening. We don’t have to wait for 2012 and please don’t. Let’s get started rightn ow.

Now, you non believing, logical types need some kind of proof. I’ve got it for you. Not about 2012 though, but about the power of you. Screw 2012 really. It’s called Quantum Physics. Go watch What the Bleep to We Know. Study some stuff about Sacred Geometry. Alchemy.  Did you know Sir Isaac Newton was an alchemist? That Einstein read books on the topic nearly every night? Newsflash, even the spiritual, mystical is logical. Truly. Once experienced it doesn’t become this complicated, nonsensical thing. It’s a lot easier to swallow than some dude up on a cloud that works in mysterious way.

Read the works of David Hawkins, Dr. Bruce Lipton,  Caroline Myss. Even Dr. Michael Sharp has an eassay that appeals to the more scientific, left brained thinker.

Right brained thinker? Deepak Chopra, Eckhart Tolle, Dr. Michael Sharp, Cameron Day, Karen Bishop. Like astrology? Check out Stephanie Azaria, Kathy Biehl, c’mon the list goes on and on and one. These people are not all crazy. There is evidence worth taking a look at and studying. No one teacher has all the answers. Take pieces from the all and you’ll get the big picture.

I love the video for the upcoming movie The Shift. Go and watch. The world will be okay.

There is magic in the world people. It’s time we stopped ignoring it. Paranormal Experiences, ESP, Past Life Regression, Out of Body Experiences, are not all crap. Crop Circles are not all fake. Human beings are definitely not the only species in the entire fucking universe and in my opinion to think otherwise makes you really fucking ignorant.

Look, in the same way I need to get over my terrifying fear of spirits you too need to get over your fear of the world being magical. Of the power of you. It is time to take responsibility but its easy, start with yourself!

I’m on this rant for a few reasons. I saw an article in Playboy magazine Playboy for god sakes about 2012 being the end of the world. I twitched. I watched Nostradamus 2012 the new history channel thing special and holy shit that was a freaking 1 and 30 minutes of doomsday if I ever saw it. I was almost scared and I don’t believe for a minute in the doomsday predictions. It really annoyed the crap out of me. Stop the fear mongering, goddamit. But more importantly, stop believing it. What is wrong witchoo people??

But let’s talk about Nostradamus 2012 for a moment. One, that book hasn’t been conclusively proven to being written by Nostradamus. Two, it was in the hands of the Catholic Church at one point, need I say more. Three, there are multiple ways you can interpret those pictures and I really like the one you’ll find on crystalinks. Four, it is very possible that at one point Nostradamus did see the future and did see 2012 as being a big fucking bummer. However, it no longer is. Why? Because we’ve changed it. Prophecy is not written in stone. It is one probability out of thousands. We choose. Us. Humanity is at a crossroads, that’s no doubt. Things are changing, collapse all around us at frightening speed, without question. We’ve got to make a choice a global choice, you betcha. Stop sitting around with your thumb up your ass waiting for someone else to choose your destiny. In the last five minutes of the film they do admit that Nostradamus said this; the choice is ours. Let me repeat that. The choice is ours. Let me write this one more time and really hammer it in, the choice is yours. Yes you.

Look you need to let go of the current reality that’s just basic. It doesn’t’ work kids. The government system doesn’t work, the money system doesn’t work, war, and fear mongering, and polluting the beautiful thing that is Earth doesn’t work. So, what do you choose? Do you want 2012 to be a cataclysmic time where the Earth flicks us the fuck off of her like a booger because we can’t get unblocked?  Or do you want it to be a really great fucking day because you’ve chosen to get your shit straight and stop being afraid of both your magic and power? Choose. Right now. Choose. This is the quintessential question of our times. What do you want 2012 to be? Doomsday or Great Day?

Look I’ll grant you doomsayers this. Some solar flare just may knock out the satellites. But really is that so bad? Omg I can’t use my iphone!! I can’t check my email! I can’t watch TV? What are we going to do??? Um get back to nature? We don’t have to live in huts. The Venus Project is a great view of the future but we need to be in the right mind to support that kind of technology. But it is right there, waiting for us to stop being stoopid. There may be one or two hiccups as Earth straightens some shit out, but it doesn’t have to be bad. You don’t need a fucking phone if you can communicate telepathically do you? You don’t need PSEG, or Entergy or whatever your electricity company is, if you’ve got solar panels, or wind power do yah? Need to cook something, try some good old fucking fashioned fire for a change instead of that nutrient sucking microwave. Feel alone? Go talk to your neighbor. Need food? Learn how to grow some. Want protection? Be attuned to the earth, and your higher self and I guarantee you will never steer yourselves in harm’s way. Or how about we all stop fighting over the abundance of the planet and share it and then you don’t have to fear someone taking it. Learn to live together. With each other. For each other. If some event occurs in 2012 to force this, I say fucking yeah let’s do it. Knock those sats out. Burn that shit to the ground. Wash that dumb shit away. (Please note I am not advocating anyone’s deaths. I know big events usually result in huge human life loss and that sucks, it’s never okay. I’m not saying it is. I’m hoping you’re getting the point I am trying to make. Death is also not the end but the easiest way to ascend. Nothing dies simply transforms. That doesn’t mean taking life that isn’t yours is okay though. Moving on)

Let’s all have to learn how our ancestors did it, until we convert over to the Venus project and live self sustaining, mystical, magical, wonderful lives.

Sure, you need to prepare for 2012. You need to prepare period folks. Are you going to prepare for a good day, or a bad one? I’m not saying don’t take precautions or exercise discernment. I’ve never ever ever ever said that. Please frigging do. It’s a great idea to learn some basic survival skills. Everyone should know them. I need to go learn them. I’m going to start basic and try making my own bread. Saving myself $4 at the grocery store is a great idea for my broke ass. But what you need to do to prepare will be different than everyone else. And only you will know. So, go within and ask your higher self what you need to do, then listen and do. Whatever it is.

We will be all here for each other, I guarantee you that. It’s not going to be a bad time; it’s going to be a magical time of awakening for all of us. And I don’t need any fucking proof. I know. You know too. But you need to stop listening to your fear conditioned ego and ask. Then come back and talk with me. We’ve got magical planning to do. And I for one can’t wait to see you all at the party. Bring your alien friends too please.

Espavo

DCS

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Before we get into that, I have to get something off my chest. My sister in-law and I have become Canadian/Aussies. I shall explain. I love So You Think You Can Dance. Love it. And as much as I enjoyed watching Evan bring back that classic, Gene Kelly style of dance, this season just didn’t resonate with me. I watched Canada’s. And now we’re watching Australia’s. And, she and I have concluded that the USA Season 5 of So You Think You Can Dance would get beat down by Canada’s and Australia’s Season Ones? ONES! Wadda fuck Mate! What the hell happened in the US of A! I’m going to just assume that it was some bad casting on the producers part, and cross my fingers that season six makes me want to reclaim my citizenship. I mean how fantastic would that be, I get dancing AND Foozball (Carolina Panthers bitches yeah who wants some???) Hollah!!

Anyway, now that I’ve gotten that off my chest, congrats to Jeanie btw who won for the USA this SYTYCD season. Let us now talk about the Lost Book of Nostradamus and 2012 Prophecy.

As I stated in a previous post where I went on a little rant about the fear mongers turning what’s going to be a fabulous day into a hide in your bunkers, and prepare for the worst or, get ready for the rapture see yah lata sinners day, I talked about how one site in particular, 2012 End of the World Survival website (one of many) had a few clips of the History Channels documentary on The Lost Book of Nostradamus. I watched the clips, then I went and watched the whole airing. Now, before we even get into the debate of did Nostradamus really write this book, I will admit that the undertones of the show were a little doomsday-ish. There wasn’t a lot of positivity in it, though it was well put together about said great prophet, and his life, and what could possibly be his work. It held my attention and wasn’t boring. The Lost Book of Nostradamus is a book filled with Quatrains (his prophecies) and hand drawn pictures, and was randomly discovered in a Library in Rome. It had been misfiled of course, and proclaimed to be Nostradamus work when it was opened and there was his name, clear as day on the front page.

Let’s get to the important stuff, does this book prophesize shit happening in 2012? Yes. However, the shit happening is not necessarily bad. There were several quotes throughout the movie, thrown in between the doom such as the book portrays, “What is going to happen, if we don’t do this right.” or, “Nostradamus is showing us that he had, and we have, abilities far beyond what we think we have.” Without question the book is a combination of Religion and the Metaphysical.

At the end of the day however, the experts who had their hands on the text find some irregularities. Such as three different types of inks used, and the handwriting belongs to neither Nostradamus nor his son. A letter in the back of the book addressed to the reader, claims that the text was copied from another source. That source definitely could have been one of Nostradamus books of Prophecy, he obviously has some influence regarding this text.

But what I found particularly interesting about this books whereabouts lead me to two possible conclusions. One, experts speculate that Nostro had relations with The Knights Templar, keeper of the Holy Grail (the womb of the feminine btw). Knights Templar not too big with the Holy Church who is all about repressing the feminine. Apparently one of the Templar’s churches, Saint Michael of the Apocalypse later renamed to Saint Michael of Revelations Church was behind Nostro’s house and the markings on the front of it are a blasphemous F you to the Church and a good message for everyone else. Anywho, keeping that minor detail in mind I find it perplexing that apparently Nostro’s son, gives said Lost Book to a Cardinal that was in charge of the Vatican Archives. Maybe they were buddies, I’ll never know so I’m not going to drive myself crazy wondering, or researching aimlessly. So at one point, the Vatican had their hands on this book, and then through means unknown it leaves the Vatican and winds up in a library in Rome. So my thought process runs like this; if that book was ever in the Vatican Library (and I’d say there’s a very strong chance the original still is), and then released its been tampered with. No way the Vatican would release something out into the public that not only empowers the feminine, talks about the power of you, and the good changes that 2012 will bring about in regards to consciousness and the fall of the Pope (I’ll get to that in a second), unless they could sneak in there some fear based stuff – for example an allusion to the anti-christ. And the film does speculate that some of the drawings contained within are in fact that, allusions to the Anti-Christ appearing in 2012 and fucking our shit up.

In that case, it all makes sense. Empowering work turned into fear based garbage and the beauty of an original message lost. That sounds about right for the Vatican. The second theory about how this book got where it is, is also plausible. Someone in said Vatican Library found the Lost Book, copied some text and translated others into artwork. There is speculation among the experts as to whether or not Nostradamus was artistically inclined enough to have drawn the drawings in his book. To be fair on that end, his son was a painter so he might have so, it is pleasurable that the current Lost Book is a copy of the original, stashed away to be found synchronistically when it was suppose to be found. Without question regardless of the author/artist there are some messages in these pictures that are very very, interesting for our times.

After watching the documentary I decided I wanted to see more of the images, not just the ones screened for doomsday TV so I went searching. I found them, and what I think is very accurate interpretations that I believe follow the symbology. These are interpreted by one of the experts from the film, Ellie Crystal. I’m going to share the link to where you can browse yourself. This one below however, was my favorite.

This is Plate 77 from the Lost Book. The Staff being held because of the two lines is representative of the tree of life. The figure is the Pope and as you can see, not only is said staff being taken away from him but women are turning their backs on him. That is reflective of the Divine Feminine no longer being suppressed. It is a great time of balance, and she is being called back into things as she should. I’m sure a lot of women are feeling it, I know I am. I’m sure a lot of men are feeling it too. I’m noticing that in some of my interactions and even with my manly men. I don’t think the fire burning at the bottom is indicative of destruction. Fire can also be cleansing, I think it is symbolic of that cleansing.

For more drawings contained in said lost book, you can go here: http://www.crystalinks.com/lostbookofnostradamus.html I have two recommendations for you before you visit this site; one, try to stay with it, even if you get a little lost in the middle. Some stuff will resonate, others will just sound like somebody trying to deeply interpret a weird ass picture. The second is to make sure you got all the way to the bottom and read the email about a fascinating possible meaning for the words One Male, the only clear English phrase found in the book.

That’s just my two cents. So, at the end of the day you’ve got a book, written a long time ago, that contain knowledge about our future, possibly influenced by or copied from a book written by Nostradamus. I’d love to get my hands on the original as I’m sure would a lot of people. But does it signify doomsday? No. Sweeping, radical changes, and some moments might be a little rough but that’s only until you take that silly blindfold off and SEE. We are at a crossroads, that’s without question. Everybody knows that. There is some bad, dumb shit still happening in the world. But we see that, and we know deep down that we have the power to change it, simply by changing ourselves. The message is that the time is now. The message is that you are more magnificent then your ego will allow you to imagine.

Now that’s a banging prophecy.Before we get into that, I have to get something off my chest. My sister in-law and I have become Canadian/Aussies. I shall explain. I love So You Think You Can Dance. Love it. And as much as I enjoyed watching Evan bring back that classic, Gene Kelly style of dance, this season just didn’t resonate with me. I watched Canada’s. And now we’re watching Australia’s. And, she and I have concluded that the USA Season 5 of So You Think You Can Dance would get beat down by Canada’s and Australia’s Season Ones? ONES! Wadda fuck Mate! What the hell happened in the US of A! I’m going to just assume that it was some bad casting on the producers part, and cross my fingers that season six makes me want to reclaim my citizenship. I mean how fantastic would that be, I get dancing AND Foozball (Carolina Panthers bitches yeah who wants some???) Hollah!!

Anyway, now that I’ve gotten that off my chest, congrats to Jeanie btw who won for the USA this SYTYCD season. Let us now talk about the Lost Book of Nostradamus and 2012 Prophecy.

As I stated in a previous post where I went on a little rant about the fear mongers turning what’s going to be a fabulous day into a hide in your bunkers, and prepare for the worst or, get ready for the rapture see yah lata sinners day, I talked about how one site in particular, 2012 End of the World Survival website (one of many) had a few clips of the History Channels documentary on The Lost Book of Nostradamus. I watched the clips, then I went and watched the whole airing. Now, before we even get into the debate of did Nostradamus really write this book, I will admit that the undertones of the show were a little doomsday-ish. There wasn’t a lot of positivity in it, though it was well put together about said great prophet, and his life, and what could possibly be his work. It held my attention and wasn’t boring. The Lost Book of Nostradamus is a book filled with Quatrains (his prophecies) and hand drawn pictures, and was randomly discovered in a Library in Rome. It had been misfiled of course, and proclaimed to be Nostradamus work when it was opened and there was his name, clear as day on the front page.

Let’s get to the important stuff, does this book prophesize shit happening in 2012? Yes. However, the shit happening is not necessarily bad. There were several quotes throughout the movie, thrown in between the doom such as the book portrays, “What is going to happen, if we don’t do this right.” or, “Nostradamus is showing us that he had, and we have, abilities far beyond what we think we have.” Without question the book is a combination of Religion and the Metaphysical.

At the end of the day however, the experts who had their hands on the text find some irregularities. Such as three different types of inks used, and the handwriting belongs to neither Nostradamus nor his son. A letter in the back of the book addressed to the reader, claims that the text was copied from another source. That source definitely could have been one of Nostradamus books of Prophecy, he obviously has some influence regarding this text.

But what I found particularly interesting about this books whereabouts lead me to two possible conclusions. One, experts speculate that Nostro had relations with The Knights Templar, keeper of the Holy Grail (the womb of the feminine btw). Knights Templar not too big with the Holy Church who is all about repressing the feminine. Apparently one of the Templar’s churches, Saint Michael of the Apocalypse later renamed to Saint Michael of Revelations Church was behind Nostro’s house and the markings on the front of it are a blasphemous F you to the Church and a good message for everyone else. Anywho, keeping that minor detail in mind I find it perplexing that apparently Nostro’s son, gives said Lost Book to a Cardinal that was in charge of the Vatican Archives. Maybe they were buddies, I’ll never know so I’m not going to drive myself crazy wondering, or researching aimlessly. So at one point, the Vatican had their hands on this book, and then through means unknown it leaves the Vatican and winds up in a library in Rome. So my thought process runs like this; if that book was ever in the Vatican Library (and I’d say there’s a very strong chance the original still is), and then released its been tampered with. No way the Vatican would release something out into the public that not only empowers the feminine, talks about the power of you, and the good changes that 2012 will bring about in regards to consciousness and the fall of the Pope (I’ll get to that in a second), unless they could sneak in there some fear based stuff – for example an allusion to the anti-christ. And the film does speculate that some of the drawings contained within are in fact that, allusions to the Anti-Christ appearing in 2012 and fucking our shit up.

In that case, it all makes sense. Empowering work turned into fear based garbage and the beauty of an original message lost. That sounds about right for the Vatican. The second theory about how this book got where it is, is also plausible. Someone in said Vatican Library found the Lost Book, copied some text and translated others into artwork. There is speculation among the experts as to whether or not Nostradamus was artistically inclined enough to have drawn the drawings in his book. To be fair on that end, his son was a painter so he might have so, it is pleasurable that the current Lost Book is a copy of the original, stashed away to be found synchronistically when it was suppose to be found. Without question regardless of the author/artist there are some messages in these pictures that are very very, interesting for our times.

After watching the documentary I decided I wanted to see more of the images, not just the ones screened for doomsday TV so I went searching. I found them, and what I think is very accurate interpretations that I believe follow the symbology. These are interpreted by one of the experts from the film, Ellie Crystal. I’m going to share the link to where you can browse yourself. This one below however, was my favorite.

This is Plate 77 from the Lost Book. The Staff being held because of the two lines is representative of the tree of life. The figure is the Pope and as you can see, not only is said staff being taken away from him but women are turning their backs on him. That is reflective of the Divine Feminine no longer being suppressed. It is a great time of balance, and she is being called back into things as she should. I’m sure a lot of women are feeling it, I know I am. I’m sure a lot of men are feeling it too. I’m noticing that in some of my interactions and even with my manly men. I don’t think the fire burning at the bottom is indicative of destruction. Fire can also be cleansing, I think it is symbolic of that cleansing.

For more drawings contained in said lost book, you can go here: http://www.crystalinks.com/lostbookofnostradamus.html I have two recommendations for you before you visit this site; one, try to stay with it, even if you get a little lost in the middle. Some stuff will resonate, others will just sound like somebody trying to deeply interpret a weird ass picture. The second is to make sure you got all the way to the bottom and read the email about a fascinating possible meaning for the words One Male, the only clear English phrase found in the book.

That’s just my two cents. So, at the end of the day you’ve got a book, written a long time ago, that contain knowledge about our future, possibly influenced by or copied from a book written by Nostradamus. I’d love to get my hands on the original as I’m sure would a lot of people. But does it signify doomsday? No. Sweeping, radical changes, and some moments might be a little rough but that’s only until you take that silly blindfold off and SEE. We are at a crossroads, that’s without question. Everybody knows that. There is some bad, dumb shit still happening in the world. But we see that, and we know deep down that we have the power to change it, simply by changing ourselves. The message is that the time is now. The message is that you are more magnificent then your ego will allow you to imagine.

Now that’s a banging prophecy.(As a foreword, if you’re viewing this in Internet Explorer the sidebar is missing from the home page. I have yet to figure out why it does this in IE. You’re better off viewing it in either Google Chrome or Firefox. Just to let you know )

Before we get into that, I have to get something off my chest. My sister in-law and I have become Canadian/Aussies. I shall explain. I love So You Think You Can Dance. Love it. And as much as I enjoyed watching Evan bring back that classic, Gene Kelly style of dance, this season just didn’t resonate with me. I watched Canada’s. And now we’re watching Australia’s. And, she and I have concluded that the USA Season 5 of So You Think You Can Dance would get beat down by Canada’s and Australia’s Season Ones? ONES! Wadda fuck Mate! What the hell happened in the US of A! I’m going to just assume that it was some bad casting on the producers part, and cross my fingers that season six makes me want to reclaim my citizenship. I mean how fantastic would that be, I get dancing AND Foozball (Carolina Panthers bitches yeah who wants some???) Hollah!!

Anyway, now that I’ve gotten that off my chest, congrats to Jeanie btw who won for the USA this SYTYCD season. Let us now talk about the Lost Book of Nostradamus and 2012 Prophecy.

As I stated in a previous post where I went on a little rant about the fear mongers turning what’s going to be a fabulous day into a hide in your bunkers, and prepare for the worst or, get ready for the rapture see yah lata sinners day, I talked about how one site in particular, 2012 End of the World Survival website (one of many) had a few clips of the History Channels documentary on The Lost Book of Nostradamus. I watched the clips, then I went and watched the whole airing. Now, before we even get into the debate of did Nostradamus really write this book, I will admit that the undertones of the show were a little doomsday-ish. There wasn’t a lot of positivity in it, though it was well put together about said great prophet, and his life, and what could possibly be his work. It held my attention and wasn’t boring. The Lost Book of Nostradamus is a book filled with Quatrains (his prophecies) and hand drawn pictures, and was randomly discovered in a Library in Rome. It had been misfiled of course, and proclaimed to be Nostradamus work when it was opened and there was his name, clear as day on the front page.

Let’s get to the important stuff, does this book prophesize shit happening in 2012? Yes. However, the shit happening is not necessarily bad. There were several quotes throughout the movie, thrown in between the doom such as the book portrays, “What is going to happen, if we don’t do this right.” or, “Nostradamus is showing us that he had, and we have, abilities far beyond what we think we have.” Without question the book is a combination of Religion and the Metaphysical.

At the end of the day however, the experts who had their hands on the text find some irregularities. Such as three different types of inks used, and the handwriting belongs to neither Nostradamus nor his son. A letter in the back of the book addressed to the reader, claims that the text was copied from another source. That source definitely could have been one of Nostradamus books of Prophecy, he obviously has some influence regarding this text.

But what I found particularly interesting about this books whereabouts lead me to two possible conclusions. One, experts speculate that Nostro had relations with The Knights Templar, keeper of the Holy Grail (the womb of the feminine btw). Knights Templar not too big with the Holy Church who is all about repressing the feminine. Apparently one of the Templar’s churches, Saint Michael of the Apocalypse later renamed to Saint Michael of Revelations Church was behind Nostro’s house and the markings on the front of it are a blasphemous F you to the Church and a good message for everyone else. Anywho, keeping that minor detail in mind I find it perplexing that apparently Nostro’s son, gives said Lost Book to a Cardinal that was in charge of the Vatican Archives. Maybe they were buddies, I’ll never know so I’m not going to drive myself crazy wondering, or researching aimlessly. So at one point, the Vatican had their hands on this book, and then through means unknown it leaves the Vatican and winds up in a library in Rome. So my thought process runs like this; if that book was ever in the Vatican Library (and I’d say there’s a very strong chance the original still is), and then released its been tampered with. No way the Vatican would release something out into the public that not only empowers the feminine, talks about the power of you, and the good changes that 2012 will bring about in regards to consciousness and the fall of the Pope (I’ll get to that in a second), unless they could sneak in there some fear based stuff – for example an allusion to the anti-christ. And the film does speculate that some of the drawings contained within are in fact that, allusions to the Anti-Christ appearing in 2012 and fucking our shit up.

In that case, it all makes sense. Empowering work turned into fear based garbage and the beauty of an original message lost. That sounds about right for the Vatican. The second theory about how this book got where it is, is also plausible. Someone in said Vatican Library found the Lost Book, copied some text and translated others into artwork. There is speculation among the experts as to whether or not Nostradamus was artistically inclined enough to have drawn the drawings in his book. To be fair on that end, his son was a painter so he might have so, it is pleasurable that the current Lost Book is a copy of the original, stashed away to be found synchronistically when it was suppose to be found. Without question regardless of the author/artist there are some messages in these pictures that are very very, interesting for our times.

After watching the documentary I decided I wanted to see more of the images, not just the ones screened for doomsday TV so I went searching. I found them, and what I think is very accurate interpretations that I believe follow the symbology. These are interpreted by one of the experts from the film, Ellie Crystal. I’m going to share the link to where you can browse yourself. This one below however, was my favorite.

This is Plate 77 from the Lost Book. The Staff being held because of the two lines is representative of the tree of life. The figure is the Pope and as you can see, not only is said staff being taken away from him but women are turning their backs on him. That is reflective of the Divine Feminine no longer being suppressed. It is a great time of balance, and she is being called back into things as she should. I’m sure a lot of women are feeling it, I know I am. I’m sure a lot of men are feeling it too. I’m noticing that in some of my interactions and even with my manly men. I don’t think the fire burning at the bottom is indicative of destruction. Fire can also be cleansing, I think it is symbolic of that cleansing.

For more drawings contained in said lost book, you can go here: http://www.crystalinks.com/lostbookofnostradamus.html I have two recommendations for you before you visit this site; one, try to stay with it, even if you get a little lost in the middle. Some stuff will resonate, others will just sound like somebody trying to deeply interpret a weird ass picture. The second is to make sure you got all the way to the bottom and read the email about a fascinating possible meaning for the words One Male, the only clear English phrase found in the book.

That’s just my two cents. So, at the end of the day you’ve got a book, written a long time ago, that contain knowledge about our future, possibly influenced by or copied from a book written by Nostradamus. I’d love to get my hands on the original as I’m sure would a lot of people. But does it signify doomsday? No. Sweeping, radical changes, and some moments might be a little rough but that’s only until you take that silly blindfold off and SEE. We are at a crossroads, that’s without question. Everybody knows that. There is some bad, dumb shit still happening in the world. But we see that, and we know deep down that we have the power to change it, simply by changing ourselves. The message is that the time is now. The message is that you are more magnificent then your ego will allow you to imagine.

Now that’s a banging prophecy.

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I did it! Wooohoo!

Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening is now in print! Go to Amazon.com or click on the Book Icon to your left and go get your copy!

Help me spread the word! Woohoo! And please once you’ve read it, give it a review on Amazon.com! Customer reviews are really helpful!

But only if you liked it

Namaste’!

DCS

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My biggest thanks to Jim, Dave and Thomas at Freedom Fighter Radio for letting me come on the show and talk about my book! Jim, Dave and Thomas are great guys I was fortunate to meet during the NAU Protest in New Orleans this April. They are passionate about their beliefs, and really fabulous, funny, down home southern gentlemen who are fighting the good fight in keeping American’s informed about the atrocities their government commits and preserving freedom, every where.

Thanks again guys for having me on the show! And if you’re reading this and didn’t listen to it live, you can check it out in the past episodes section in the link below:

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Scroll down and look for: Crystal author of the New Book Synarchy (about a family who fights the NWO)

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I haven’t hung up on my wife in wow, months. In thinking about this argument in retrospect, it’s really quite funny. Of course, it never is at the time. But it is also an opportunity for me to stop see the bigger picture.

It is amusing to me that no matter how Zen I can be, my wife has the ability to pull me out of it in about three seconds. She called screaming, I immediately rolled my eyes. Tried to calm her down in my patronizing, your are insane tone. When that didn’t work and the insults began to fly of course, my temper peaked. I hung up. She called back. I continued to hang up. This went on about five or six times, until I answered. Now she’s trying to calm me down, I make a rude smart ass comment and hang up again. Eventually we stop acting like assholes and it ends in the admittance that she might be a little stressed and I might be a little on edge about the changes in our lives. I am relieved though to find it easier to apologize. To admit that maybe I was being a little mean, and perhaps I was a little careless with the matter she was yelling at me about in the first place. There are things that are important to her that just boggle my man like mind sometimes so they are dismissed which, is not necessarily fair to her.

Until just now, I also didn’t realize that my situation had bothered her. In regards to the people in our lives she has always typically been the one that is accepting, I was the one with the issue so its easy to forget that now that I’m actually taking advantage of it, sometimes the reality of our intentions hit a little harder than expected.

I don’t mind the changes, I really don’t. But when you’ve got almost ten years behind your belt and suddenly little things like “our home” is now, “their home”, well, its a little unsettling. Don’t get me wrong, I think its great, I really do. And I’m glad we had our little argument turned discussion today because it reminded me that my choices still affect her. And I was more than happy to sit back and contemplate afterwards that yes, while arguing I was mean (woman can push my buttons like nobodies business) afterwards it was easy to let that meanness and anger go. To not let her take all the heat for it and concede my own fault in what brought it about in the first place. I found it further interesting that I could not meet my image in the mirror, initially. I got back up and forced myself to look at myself, to forgive and let it go.

Why am I sprouting all this? Because I have learned that my wife can still affect on a lower vibration and that is no good. Though its not horrible considering how easily we cleaned it up this time. We both had some pent up energy that needed to be snapped out and it’s quite amusing that we can do that with each other. But, at the same time I cannot let someone else’s negative emotions, bring me to that same level. Especially when its the woman I love whole heartedly, that just won’t do.

When she reassures me of her affection and where I still stand in her life, the feeling it gives me has made me stop and pause on several occasions because I realized that I needed to hear it. That doubt and worry still lingered, though in very tiny tiny amounts. Those are just little gnats that I must push away, and I’m more than happy to take on that task. It was just a tad annoying to note but again, no surprise that I’m still working on fully opening up my lower three chakras.

I don’t know why its so difficult for me to stop defining things. The more we merge into these changes in our lives, the more I fear being put in this labeled box that’s brought out when it’s needed. This is what I get from you, and this is what I get from you, and this is what I get from you. I think sometimes I still seek a right answer where there is none, there simply is. Though that concept is a lot easier now to accept, I just have to remind myself. There simply is. Choices. Probability fields. Do what thou will. Period. And if I’m not getting what I need from A, I need only toss out my intent and B will arrive. And I have to remind myself that I’ll only attract the sort of energy that I’m vibrating so, if I seek that higher plateau I better put myself there.

And of course there are other issues to attend to. A friend who has been out of the picture for a minute has zoomed back in and I have a feeling it is because I set my intent to clear up the remaining blocks and she is definitely a trigger. Here it is a matter of being comfortable in my own truth and accepting that I don’t have to change hers. I don’t have to make her see it my way, and I don’t have to make her know that I’m right, and it’s okay when she is. It is hard to discern if the little ticks that sit at the back of my neck are coming from her, or if they are my issues being reflected back at me. Either way, I have to stop letting it irk me. It’s defiantly not as bad as it use to be, but those little gnats are still there that threaten my tranquility and that is a state I wish to learn to maintain no matter the outside influence. For example, she’s on a diet that I know cannot possible be healthy but, she is the child of the highly highly intelligent and she is of that academic class therefore my “non educated” ass can’t tell her shit. That irks the shit out of me and it should not. Her choices do no affect my world and whatever her attitude maybe towards me in that regard, I must not allow it to affect my bubble. So, her presence back in my world most defiantly is nudging me to start dealing with it. I’m going to try several things, strengthening my shields is one of them. Letting go of ego and the fight to be right will be the other. The latter really shouldn’t be difficult. I find it a lot easier now then a few years ago to simply let the tick go rather than dwelling on it. But my defenses still rise when she appears and I must do something about that as well.

I have a feeling the next few months will be prove challenging but are needed. I feel something sitting on the horizon ready to swoop in at me. Its like standing in front of an energy field that you know is going to cleanse you, it’s going to knock out your blockages hardcore and because I’m an all or nothing type of girl mine will be just that.

Watta to do list I tell yah.

And since we’re on this topic, take a look at the link below. It’s even got some scientific information in there for you skeptics.

http://bulletins.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=bulletin.read&messageID=5756963967&MyToken=

9a763161-92df-476e-b02c-8147db85c76f

Namaste’

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