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Feb 23rd
Tuesday

  Paranormal 101’s Saturday night segment In The Mind of DCS will host its first round table discussion with autonomous theologian and eschatologist Patrick Cooke, and political activist and metaphysician, Jeff Grupp.

February 2010 – Paranormal 101’s new Saturday night host, highly acclaimed author and metaphysical researcher, DCS is bringing in the big guns for what will be an intense two hours of talk radio. On Saturday February 23rd, Paranormal 101’s In the Mind of DCS will bring to the table esoteric experts Patrick Cooke and Jeff Grupp to touch upon topics such as Science and Mysticism, Co-Creation, Metaphysics, Practical Avatars of our times, Government Conspiracy Theories that should have served as a wakeup call, and much more!

Patrick Cooke is the show host of Matrix Radio on BTR, which hosts a Paranormal Forum every Friday evening. But much more than that, Patrick is an author, publisher, autonomous theologian, eschatologist, and independent researcher residing in Berkeley, California. His main work, the Bible UFO Connection website, is one of the most comprehensive databases on UFO research, exotheology, the paranormal, human destiny, end-times prophecy, doctrinal theology, and world conditions on the internet. Patrick has also been a consultant to the History Channel Production “UFOs in the Bible”. To learn more about Patrick and Matrix radio visit his site at http://www.thematrixradio.com/

 Jeff Grupp is a former college philosophy professor that focused specifically on specifically: Eastern philosophy, ethics, metaphysics, and Buddhism. He is now a political activist. Metaphysician and author. His hugely popular radio show on BTR Antimatter Radio airs every weekday at 11 am EST. He has two published books Telementation: Cosmic Feeling and the Law of Attraction and Corporatism which Alex Jones called, “Excellent… An amazing book; a remarkable book. Just very very interesting… I suggest you get it today.” To learn more about Jeff and his work visit his website at http://www.antimatterradio.com/

“I’m terribly excited to these well informed gentlemen on Paranormal 101,” said host DCS. “They’ve both had amazing accomplishments in their continuing careers, and the wealth of knowledge they will bring to 101 listeners is priceless.”

 Paranormal 101 was founded by musician, metaphysian, and researcher Steve Orion. The Saturday night segment In the Mind of DCS begins at 9 pm CST. DCS is the highly acclaimed author of Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening, that critics are hailing as “The Godfather meets Stargate.”  Her show on BTR is gaining popularity with its edgy controversial topics, and genuine positivity in spreading information that she believes is critical to our times.

 “We are living in a rapidly evolving world,” says DCS.  “It’s important for people to have some place they can go to get real, practical information on what this shift in consciousness is all about.”

DCS’s novel Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening is available on Amazon and at the author’s website. DCS is available for interview and can be reached using the information below.

Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening
DCS
SVT Publishing
ISBN-10: 0615196756
ISBN-13: 978-0615196756

Profile:
DCS was born in Alexandria Virginia. She graduated high school in Huntersville, NC and attended the University of North Carolina at Charlotte intent on earning a degree in Political Science and becoming a lawyer. She instead eventually turned to writing.

She spent time in the corporate world in records management, and briefly considered the possibility of making a living converting corporate paper into searchable tiffs. She then realized that the telling of well researched stories was her first, true love. Synarchy is her first novel and was named a finalist in the 2008 Best Book Awards sponsored by USA Book News. Five more novels are scheduled for release, with the second Synarchy Book 2: The Ascension due out in the spring.

Contact DCS: dcstorm@svtpublishing.com

Telephone: 973-856-1343

Website: http://www.themindofdcs.com

http://www.synarchynovel.com

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/theparanormal

Nov 27th
Friday

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

Author of Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening, DCS, will appear live on Blog Talk Radio Station, The Greatest Talk Show, produced by Big Bag Studios, Sunday, November 29th at 8 PM MTN.

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[November 2009, New Orleans] It’s been a busy month for sci-fi thriller author DCS, and her debut novel Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening.  Fans have called Synarchy, “The Godfather meets Stargate.” Host of Infinite Waters, Ralph Okrafo-Smart called DCS, “The next J.K. Rowling.” All month she has appeared on various radio stations such as The Authors Show, Artists and Ascension Radio, and recently, Infinite Waters Blog Talk Radio. This Sunday she’ll sit down with Hosts Tony and James, creators of Big Bag Studio’s and their radio show, The Greatest Talk Show.

Described as edgy and provocative, The Greatest Talk show is right up DCS’s alley. For an hour on Sunday, November 29th, 2009 she’ll be discussing in detail some of the most controversial subjects of our times in a no holds barred setting.

“I’m excited,” said author DCS, “I wrote Synarchy to help get these topics out in front of people, to offer a new perspective, and make people question their reality. It’s not just all crazy conspiracy theories, there are some compelling arguments for some of these topics, and with the world sitting at a crossroads we can’t keep ignoring them.”

Those topics include the 2012 Phenomena, a subject that more often than not is associated with doomsday and Armageddon, as portrayed by popular films such as the newly released 2012. But author DCS has put an entirely different spin on 2012 and the world as we see it.  Book Publicity and Marketing Expert Don McCauley, in a previous press release has written that, Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening, “combines 2012, conspiracy theory, the metaphysical, The Godfather and Stargate in a manner that may set a new standard for artists who hope to create entirely new genres.”

To listen live to the interview visit, http://www.blogtalkradio.com/greatesttalkshow. Listeners will have the opportunity to call in and ask questions over the course of the show.

DCS has appeared on Freedom Fighter Radio, and Artists and Ascension Radio, and Infinite Waters Blog Talk Radio station. Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening is available at Amazon.com and at the author’s website. DCS is available for interview and can be reached using the information below.

Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening
DCS
SVT Publishing
ISBN-10: 0615196756
ISBN-13: 978-0615196756

Profile:
DCS was born in Alexandria Virginia. She graduated high school in Huntersville, NC and attended the University of North Carolina at Charlotte intent on earning a degree in Political Science and becoming a lawyer. She instead eventually turned to writing.

She spent time in the corporate world in records management, and briefly considered the possibility of making a living converting corporate paper into searchable tiffs. She then realized that the telling of well researched stories was her first, true love. Synarchy is her first novel and was named a finalist in the 2008 Best Book Awards sponsored by USA Book News. Five more novels are scheduled for release, with the second Synarchy Book 2: The Ascension due out December 21st, 2009.

Contact DCS: dcstorm@svtpublishing.com

Telephone: 973-856-1343

Website: http://www.themindofdcs.com

http://www.synarchynovel.com

Nov 15th
Sunday

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

DCS, author of Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening  ready to talk about Artists and Ascension.


5crystals2Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening, a novel that fans are hailing as the “Godfather meets Stargate” and its author DCS, are taking over Blog Talk Radio to discuss 2012, the current shift in consciousness, and how fiction can help put these concepts in front of the public.

[November 2009, New Orleans] Sci-fi Thriller author DCS, will be heard live on Blog Talk Radio Station, Artists and Ascension from 5:00 to 6:30 PM EST on November 17th, 2009.  Her novel Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening, a Best Book Awards finalist, is starting to make some well deserved waves.

“One of the things I love about Synarchy, is that it opens the door for discussions on a wide range of topics that are really important to this pivotal moment in our history,” said author DCS.

Those topics include the 2012 phenomena, conspiracy theory, and the realms of the metaphysical. For her hour and a half interview on Artists and Ascension radio with hosts Anton and Nancy, DCS will explore these areas in depth, while discussing how fiction is a great means to put these ideas in front of a wide audience.

“It is my intent that someone will read Synarchy, find something within that speaks to that little voice inside of them, go look that something up, and it will be the catalyst that starts them on their own journey of awakening,” says author DCS.

DCS has appeared on Freedom Fighter Radio, and The Authors Show Radio.  She will be a guest on Blog Talk Radio Station Infinite Waters November 18th, from 1:00 to 2:30 PM CST. Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening is available at Amazon.com and at the author’s website. DCS is available for interview and can be reached using the information below.

Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening
DCS
SVT Publishing
ISBN-10: 0615196756
ISBN-13: 978-0615196756

Profile:
DCS was born in Alexandria Virginia. She graduated high school in Huntersville, NC and attended the University of North Carolina at Charlotte intent on earning a degree in Political Science and becoming a lawyer. She instead eventually turned to writing.

She spent time in the corporate world in records management, and briefly considered the possibility of making a living converting corporate paper into searchable tiffs. She then realized that the telling of well researched stories was her first, true love. Synarchy is her first novel and was named a finalist in the 2008 Best Book Awards sponsored by USA Book News. Five more novels are scheduled for release, with the second Synarchy Book 2: The Ascension due out December 21st, 2009.

Contact:

DCS: dcstorm@svtpublishing.com

Sep 22nd
Tuesday

When I finally sit down to write these blog posts my head is usually a flurry of information I want to give to you. My email box is full of newsletters, blog links, all kinds of the “out there” stuff I like to talk about it and it’s difficult to discern what I should be rambling on about that will not only keep you a regular visitor of my blog but entice your senses to give my Book, Synarchy a try.

Today as I’m going to provide a few author/book news updates and then drop right into another blog post on Atheism. As far as book news goes, we’re still ticking along. It can be frustrating at times, clicking on that link that shows sales and watching the number not move. But, persistence, determination and my nonstop work and learning process of marketing will prevail. Eventually you will buy Synarchy, and I’m certain you’ll love it. As far as book promotion goes, we have two reviews that will be incoming soon, I anticipate within the next month. We will be a guest on The Authors Show, the interview has already been taped, now I’m just watching the website and waiting for a scheduling slot. I will be pitching to more radio shows over this week so I’ll keep you posted.

If you haven’t been following us on our podcasting station well you should! I’m reading book chapters, and mixing in a few episodes related to the roleplay game. You can find us at http://dcs.podOmatic.com with new episodes recorded every Tuesday.

I will be starting a video blog within the month. I’m toying around with the subject matter, but it will follow the same vein as the blog. I might delve more into government conspiracy theories and mix in the grander spiritual picture with that. I’ll keep you posted on that as well.

Synarchy Book 2: The Ascension has a tentative release date for December 21st, 2009. You can expect to see a thicker novel, and of course the expansion of the metaphysical, government conspiracy theories, and shift in consciousness information that you saw in the first book. And of course some really great drama, laughs, tears and a lot of excitement.

I’ll admit, writing it has been slow moving. I find it very difficult to force myself to write, though thanks to the roleplaying game Synarchy 2012, I’m writing everyday, just not always that thing that’s going to get me out of the stinking hotel business.

The final author update is a very exciting one, at least for me. I will be attending the University of Metaphysics, the University System of the International Metaphysic Ministry and obtaining a doctoral degree in Metaphysical Science. In order to legally practice this, my doctoral degree is classified as a doctoral in a specialized area of religion so, upon successful course completion I will also be an ordained minister.. Minster, Doctor Storm if you please :D . I’m insanely excited about this and can’t wait to get my hands on the course material especially as I delve into writing Book 2. It is very important to me that while weaving this highly entertaining fictious tale I also stick in there some truth, and things you can take with you long after the book is sitting on your book shelf collecting dust.

That’s enough with the not as interesting as a discussion on Atheism. Let’s move onto that.

Aug 9th
Sunday

Our new press release. Much thanks to Don at Free Publicity Group!

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE – http://www.freepublicitygroup.com/release_crystal_storm.html

Best Book Awards Finalist, Synarchy, Blends Conspiracy Theory, 2012, The Metaphysical, The Godfather And Stargate

forpodcastsitesSynarchy, the new novel by DCS, blends fact with fiction in a way that is both shocking and hopeful, while slowly unraveling the tightly laced reality we have created for ourselves. Synarchy is a 2008 Best Book Awards finalist.

[DATE, CITY] Author DCS has recently released Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening, a cutting edge novel that combines 2012, conspiracy theory, the metaphysical, The Godfather and Stargate in a manner that may set a new standard for artists who hope to create entirely new genres. Synarchy addresses the question so many are asking as to whether the world will end just three years from now, while also tackling the more important question – “Do we really want to know?”

“With all the controversy and misinformation surrounding 2012, I believe that it’s time a novel came out that puts a different spin on things,” said author DCS. “Synarchy leaves us looking at the world and its upcoming future with a different set of eyes. It is the only book that weaves together conspiracy theories, the metaphysical and the 2012 phenomena into a thrill ride of a story.”

Synarchy Book 1 exposes a plan centuries in the making and so sinister nobody could have predicted the depth of its impact on the world. In his lifetime Stefano Terenzio had a merciless ambition for absolute power. Two generations later the shock wave he ignited was still being felt. Now, as the world inches closer to 2012 sides are chosen, families divide and an epic battle begins that will determine whether mankind continues existing in a world of lies or shatters the chains that have held us prisoner since his-story was written. Shocking yet hopeful, Synarchy slowly unravels the tightly laced reality we have created for ourselves. Blending the metaphysical with conspiracy, fact with fiction, author DCS has opened up a world that will force us to rethink everything we believe we now know about 2012.

“It’s a lot of fun sprinkling the truth into the pages of fiction,” DCS continued. “With 2012 fast approaching, it seems like everyone has an opinion on the possibilities. Synarchy is the culmination of my own in-depth research and gives the reader the full story while putting a different spin on what may happen on the planet just three short years from now.”

DCS has appeared on Freedom Fighter Radio and will appear soon on The Authors Show, radio version. Synarchy is available at Amazon.com and at the author’s website. DCS is available for interview and can be reached using the information below.

Synarchy Book 1: The Awakening
DCS
SVT Publishing
ISBN-10: 0615196756
ISBN-13: 978-0615196756

Profile:
DCS was born in Alexandria Virginia. She graduated high school in Huntersville, NC and attended the University of North Carolina at Charlotte intent on earning a degree in Political Science and becoming a lawyer. She instead eventually turned to writing.

She spent time in the corporate world in records management, and briefly considered the possibility of making a living converting corporate paper into searchable tiffs. She then realized that the telling of well researched stories was her first, true love. Synarchy is her first novel and was named a finalist in the 2008 Best Book Awards sponsored by USA Book News. Five more novels are scheduled for release.

Contact:

DCS

dcstorm@svtpublishing.com

May 16th
Friday

My biggest thanks to Jim, Dave and Thomas at Freedom Fighter Radio for letting me come on the show and talk about my book! Jim, Dave and Thomas are great guys I was fortunate to meet during the NAU Protest in New Orleans this April. They are passionate about their beliefs, and really fabulous, funny, down home southern gentlemen who are fighting the good fight in keeping American’s informed about the atrocities their government commits and preserving freedom, every where.

Thanks again guys for having me on the show! And if you’re reading this and didn’t listen to it live, you can check it out in the past episodes section in the link below:

http://www.talkshoe.com/talkshoe/web/talkCast.jsp?masterId=18976&pageNumber=2&pageSize=15

Scroll down and look for: Crystal author of the New Book Synarchy (about a family who fights the NWO)

Apr 17th
Thursday

I hadn’t ever gone out and protested anything before. But the formation of a North American Union, without any sort of congressional process, or vote by the people is not only fucked up, but unconstitutional. That document is grossly violated every day and we as a country ignore it, puttering along like everything is fine. We’ve got that, everybody knows the government is crooked, what can you do sort of mentality. And it’s scary. It really is. Because while people pass it off, and keep worrying about balancing their checkbook, your trusted leaders are in fact inching closer to the kind of police state Hitler would be proud of.

Think I’m exaggerating? All you have to do is look at the formation of the NAU and it’s staring you right in the face. But like I keep saying, don’t take my word for it. Do the research. It won’t take you long. Go on.

I’ve got a great sense of pride for my country. I think the American flag billowing in the breeze is a truly beautiful sight. I get a little choked up when I hear a good version of the national anthem (I shit you not).  But in all honesty I wouldn’t mind one big continent (if done correctly). I don’t even mind the illegals, I mean whatever happened to give me your poor, your tired your hungry? But I’m weird. I’m under the belief that in the next few years we as a people are going to wake up and strive more towards smaller, community living environments. I’m under the belief in the next few years we are going to reclaim our power on an individual level and stop relying so much on government anyway. I’m under the belief that we’ll stop fighting over land and imaginary lines because we’ll recognize that there is plenty for everyone. No really, there is (and there will be just as soon as everyone stops acting like a buncha bitch niggas. But don’t worry, it’s coming). But that doesn’t mean when I see something wrong it can be ignored. And three presidents holding closed door meetings to erase our borders, form a new judicial system, and then doublespeak it to the media like its all innocent and nothing but a policy change is, um bullshit.

Why do we as the people, the ones who are really in charge here keep swallowing it? Have you forgotten that? George Bush works for you. Not the corporations that we let p’own him. You. We are horrible bosses.

I don’t worry, but I do I wonder. And I sure as shit will not envision, their future. When I think of whats to come and those negative thoughts pop into my head, I literally visualize myself jumping kicking the thought right the fuck outta my head. We need the energy to move in a new direction, one of our choosing. And me? I really dig the idea that everyone is back to full consciousness, creating whatever beautiful thing is in their head instantly. I look forward to the time we feel more and fight less. We read the newspaper for the smile it brings to our face, not because we are addicted to the suck.

Systems that don’t work fail, that’s just basic. And this one is on it’s way out. We indigo children are just not having it. Sorry. Besides, it’s just that time. All roads lead back to the Ascension. I promise you I’m crazy but its still true.

It’s good to be God. And you are. For god sakes act like it. It’s a bitch at first, don’t get me wrong. I’ve still got blockages I’m working through myself. But wow, worth it? Are you kidding? Better believe.

In the meantime, this NAU nonsense must stop. In the meantime it is important that we alert the populace that the Powers that Be are up to their tricks again trying to keep us enslaved. Giggle at the boogey man, don’t fear him. But let him know, please, “You don’t gotta home but you gotta get the fuck outta here.”

Namaste’

DCS

Apr 11th
Friday

You know our parents were the first indigo children. The first wave to come down here, take a look at the system and say fuck this. It’s no wonder they are tired now, ready for retirement, ready to hand the reigns over to us and let us continue the good fight. We recognize the warrior spirit in you mom and dad, so you’ll have to forgive us for our frustration that you’re not standing alongside us too. We’ll do better at remembering you paved the way first, now you’re on break. Don’t worry, we got it.

The indigo child is not arrogant; or rather it doesn’t start out that way. It’s not arrogance that feeds the basic instinct within us, that all your talk of sacrifice and toil in hopes that one day we can retire and enjoy the rest of life is quite simply, crap. It’s not that we feel we are owed something, it’s a natural right. It shouldn’t have been taken away in the first place (but it was and there was a reason and blah). The truth is this and you know it’s the truth because deep down it scares you. We are here to have fun. To create. To play. To get exactly what we want, when we want it. That is not the talk of a spoiled child, but a soul who understands the abundance of the world and the harmony that does exist within it. Do what thou will, love under law. Love is law. Hurt no one. That’s it. No more, no less. Everything else is human drama created by blocked energy portals. Gods don’t fight over clouds, they simply make them.

When I’m done here, I’m going to cross reference the next part of this post on Dr. Sharp’s boards because I am in need of a little guidance. I am either on the verge of breakthrough or insanity, but my fear of insanity haunts me. Stronger recently. I am constantly reminded of the 4D. I can sense the thin fabric all around me, I feel as if at any moment my eyes are going to flip or widen and that the world is going to peel away and show me what’s really underneath it. The problem is that while waiting for this revelation, I feel as if any moment my mind is going to snap. I look around and sense that this, none of it, is the truth anymore. It’s just what I’m seeing, and that‘s fucking with me. Almost like there’s more, that my eyes are seeing more, my brain just can’t fucking keep up, or interpret and that is where the snapping lies. I look at my own form with strange detachment at times, as if I’m going to float out of it, and see my real self. Some days I get use to it. Other days it really bothers me.  Some days I want to go back to the bliss of not knowing about any of this, but then I find myself caught between that place where you can’t go back, but you can’t quite go forward yet either. So you’re stuck, in a purgatory of your own making, waiting for the lesson that will push you forward. Or the fear to be conquered. Or, I’m going to be the author who wrote a really fantastic novel and then wound up in a looney bin, sitting in a corner rocking back and forth and talking to herself.

I continue on, because what’s on the other side is worth it. Just remember kiddos, if you visit me in the insane asylum I didn’t loose it because I was wrong, I lost it because I was right and the information over loaded. Always open your chakras in balance, remember to keep your shields up, and don’t forget the biggie; deep breathing.

But while I’m on the subject of reality and creation I’m going to ADD jump and talk about what I want to create. I read an energy alert today, discussing a bottleneck feeling amassing and I think that pretty much hits the nail on the head, especially considering recent events.  But when this energy passes, (and provided I don’t end up insane) the manifestation speeds up. So while it all runs around in my mind I’m going to get it all out now so I can say I told you so later. ::grin::

Let’s see, I’m going to publish the book. It’s going to explode. Small random forest fires that spread. There will be another series after the first, and that one will be about the NWO going back in time and trying to stop the ascension. I see both being made in major motion pictures.  Maybe the second a mini series. Oh but we’re not done. Not even close.  The demand for the book will assist in creating the means so that I can turn SVT Publishing into the most author friendly house around. The one that actually publishes titles, hand and hand with the author, takes reduce expense coverage and leaves the author to his profits. What fun. Oh but I’m not done. I want my own newspaper and radio show dedicated to truth spreading. To real news coverage, I want to deliver newspapers that on the front page read what wonderful fucking thing happened in the world. Old 3D news will take place of the obituaries, which will become celebrations of souls that have passed to new heights. During this process of change and transformation, and community living, and while the old world is being torn down, I’m publicly spreading the message, book touring and campaign for 4D as it were. And forming a game company. Soon you’ll see Dion in a box, ready to be installed onto your computer and linked to a real MMORPG, a living breathing always changing universe. Oh but I’m not done. I want to open an orphanage, take in foster children and build a school. One that isn’t around to model children to learn their place in the hierarchical system but that encourages creation in the new world. Those are the things to be teaching.  Hmm. Yeah, and throughout this whole process our community does its part in the healing and assistance in the transition over of everyone else. And like an ugly wall I see the systems that don’t work falling. I see the fighting ending. I see tears and gentle hope in weary eyes around the world. I see smiles and extended hands, and a lot of rebuilding after a storm. And I see the children, my sister’s generation and my nephew’s generation looking around hand in hand, smiling and stepping up to help remake it all faster, because it’s easier to believe without the lie right in front of your face. And it is good. Hmm. I think I’m done. That’s enough for this lifetime I do believe.

It’s important to put those thoughts out into creation and not loose them. To constantly give energy to them. Why don’t you put your intent out there with me? Right now. Don’t think about how, just think about what. Anything. Don’t limit it by the box. Don’t feel limited by anything. I’ve got ideas of shape shifting, and spaceship riding in there as well. But those will be fun perks.

I’ll let you know how my brain shapes out, and what advice Dr. Sharp and company gives me. And when I pop through this barrier and become all Yodda ish (completely with cool force like powers) then I’m really going to say I told you so. Or I’ll be all zen about it and just smile. Either way…

Namaste’You know our parents were the first indigo children. The first wave to come down here, take a look at the system and say fuck this. It’s no wonder they are tired now, ready for retirement, ready to hand the reigns over to us and let us continue the good fight. We recognize the warrior spirit in you mom and dad, so you’ll have to forgive us for our frustration that you’re not standing alongside us too. We’ll do better at remembering you paved the way first, now you’re on break. Don’t worry, we got it.

The indigo child is not arrogant; or rather it doesn’t start out that way. It’s not arrogance that feeds the basic instinct within us, that all your talk of sacrifice and toil in hopes that one day we can retire and enjoy the rest of life is quite simply, crap. It’s not that we feel we are owed something, it’s a natural right. It shouldn’t have been taken away in the first place (but it was and there was a reason and blah). The truth is this and you know it’s the truth because deep down it scares you. We are here to have fun. To create. To play. To get exactly what we want, when we want it. That is not the talk of a spoiled child, but a soul who understands the abundance of the world and the harmony that does exist within it. Do what thou will, love under law. Love is law. Hurt no one. That’s it. No more, no less. Everything else is human drama created by blocked energy portals. Gods don’t fight over clouds, they simply make them.

When I’m done here, I’m going to cross reference the next part of this post on Dr. Sharp’s boards because I am in need of a little guidance. I am either on the verge of breakthrough or insanity, but my fear of insanity haunts me. Stronger recently. I am constantly reminded of the 4D. I can sense the thin fabric all around me, I feel as if at any moment my eyes are going to flip or widen and that the world is going to peel away and show me what’s really underneath it. The problem is that while waiting for this revelation, I feel as if any moment my mind is going to snap. I look around and sense that this, none of it, is the truth anymore. It’s just what I’m seeing, and that‘s fucking with me. Almost like there’s more, that my eyes are seeing more, my brain just can’t fucking keep up, or interpret and that is where the snapping lies. I look at my own form with strange detachment at times, as if I’m going to float out of it, and see my real self. Some days I get use to it. Other days it really bothers me.  Some days I want to go back to the bliss of not knowing about any of this, but then I find myself caught between that place where you can’t go back, but you can’t quite go forward yet either. So you’re stuck, in a purgatory of your own making, waiting for the lesson that will push you forward. Or the fear to be conquered. Or, I’m going to be the author who wrote a really fantastic novel and then wound up in a looney bin, sitting in a corner rocking back and forth and talking to herself.

I continue on, because what’s on the other side is worth it. Just remember kiddos, if you visit me in the insane asylum I didn’t loose it because I was wrong, I lost it because I was right and the information over loaded. Always open your chakras in balance, remember to keep your shields up, and don’t forget the biggie; deep breathing.

But while I’m on the subject of reality and creation I’m going to ADD jump and talk about what I want to create. I read an energy alert today, discussing a bottleneck feeling amassing and I think that pretty much hits the nail on the head, especially considering recent events.  But when this energy passes, (and provided I don’t end up insane) the manifestation speeds up. So while it all runs around in my mind I’m going to get it all out now so I can say I told you so later. ::grin::

Let’s see, I’m going to publish the book. It’s going to explode. Small random forest fires that spread. There will be another series after the first, and that one will be about the NWO going back in time and trying to stop the ascension. I see both being made in major motion pictures.  Maybe the second a mini series. Oh but we’re not done. Not even close.  The demand for the book will assist in creating the means so that I can turn SVT Publishing into the most author friendly house around. The one that actually publishes titles, hand and hand with the author, takes reduce expense coverage and leaves the author to his profits. What fun. Oh but I’m not done. I want my own newspaper and radio show dedicated to truth spreading. To real news coverage, I want to deliver newspapers that on the front page read what wonderful fucking thing happened in the world. Old 3D news will take place of the obituaries, which will become celebrations of souls that have passed to new heights. During this process of change and transformation, and community living, and while the old world is being torn down, I’m publicly spreading the message, book touring and campaign for 4D as it were. And forming a game company. Soon you’ll see Dion in a box, ready to be installed onto your computer and linked to a real MMORPG, a living breathing always changing universe. Oh but I’m not done. I want to open an orphanage, take in foster children and build a school. One that isn’t around to model children to learn their place in the hierarchical system but that encourages creation in the new world. Those are the things to be teaching.  Hmm. Yeah, and throughout this whole process our community does its part in the healing and assistance in the transition over of everyone else. And like an ugly wall I see the systems that don’t work falling. I see the fighting ending. I see tears and gentle hope in weary eyes around the world. I see smiles and extended hands, and a lot of rebuilding after a storm. And I see the children, my sister’s generation and my nephew’s generation looking around hand in hand, smiling and stepping up to help remake it all faster, because it’s easier to believe without the lie right in front of your face. And it is good. Hmm. I think I’m done. That’s enough for this lifetime I do believe.

It’s important to put those thoughts out into creation and not loose them. To constantly give energy to them. Why don’t you put your intent out there with me? Right now. Don’t think about how, just think about what. Anything. Don’t limit it by the box. Don’t feel limited by anything. I’ve got ideas of shape shifting, and spaceship riding in there as well. But those will be fun perks.

I’ll let you know how my brain shapes out, and what advice Dr. Sharp and company gives me. And when I pop through this barrier and become all Yodda ish (completely with cool force like powers) then I’m really going to say I told you so. Or I’ll be all zen about it and just smile. Either way…